Celebration

It’s a celebration bitches… I have been gone for a while. Strategizing a way out the system. A system that is often unfair and misrepresented. Yeah I often rant my opinions and my views but one thing I couldn’t give satisfaction to some. So in the midst of everything I felt mad betrayed and disappointed. Mostly I felt those feelings about myself. I remember I gave a company 10 years of my life. My ideas, my blood ( I was a heck of cool but cut my finger during valentines rush). A company that didn’t offer any benefits (health insurance, pto, paid vacations). I told myself I will never get too comfortable living someone’s else dream. At the time I was young and just wanted to be a good worker. A dependable worker but I was laid off due to “bullshit”. Six years later here we go again. But this job had all the benefits the worker bees desire. Including imaginary freedom. See a company will tell you their policies and say “ we accept changes” and offer steadily quick rise to be a superior but in reality it’s all a gimmick, really it’s Propaganda.
So here I am a free agent again and now I am more focused than ever. I have to prove myself that I am not those things they said. I was told to open up more and talk(gossip or fake friend your way around the office) to people. I was told I wasn’t a leader even though my supervisor at the time will use passive aggressive as a tactic. Often lie to everyone around her including her superiors. Gossip about people personal lives and failures at work. I could keep going but that is what she will have to deal with when the time comes. We have to realize one day we have to face ourselves in the mirror. Do you like what you have become? I really blame myself to believing corporate America won’t let me down but again life is full of lessons. Maybe it was the Wegmans sub I ate but my mind is on full writing mode. Fuck it my soul ain’t for sale. This is why I am celebrating… I feel liberated… I am finally free…It’s a celebration Bitches

Peace and Love