I wonder

This is truly Kanye West best. Really listen to the lyrics. I hate that I love people that don’t love me back. Why do we do that to ourselves? Lately I have been better. Especially with family not loving back but sometimes I just want to talk to them and ask if they have truly forgotten the trauma they been through. See I faced my demons and look into the mirror. I am not scared to blame myself for 95% shit that happened to me. I also don’t want my misery to spread like wildfire. I want people to feel joy when around my energy. So I dug deep, cried, and found myself. Yeah yeah I have to be tuff but no it’s okay to let go and be vulnerable and truly know your self. Be truthful to your heart. Know you full of shit half the time and stop wasting people time. See when you don’t deal with your trauma it makes it impossible for people to be around you. When you tell yourself “what’s wrong with them” make sure you look with in yourself because most likely that’s where the problem lays. Today’s rant is brought to you by all the foolery people try feed you. The most difficult thing to do is to stay positive through trials and tribulations. Stay positive through the bullshit people fake in your face. I’m just lucky my wife stays on my corner so I can’t lose focus on what’s more important in my life. Love yourself. I wonder… if you know what that means

Peace and Love