Delusional

I've never displayed such patience

as I have with you, let's face it, I put

myself on standby

and realized I was

doomed to

exist in this

loveless blurry

unfortunate

state of purgatory like

I'm stuck on wait between your

omnipotent imprisonment and

narcissistic complex I'm

all fucked up

love Stockholm syndrome

I've been so

dumb- a voluntary hostage

I know it's a coping mechanism

overcompensation for the emptiness

that comes with the lack of reciprocation